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Update on my first competition!

I am so proud of you TrapQueen!

One for your strength to see this through to the end and for hitting it so well.

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TrapQueen said:
Hi everyone, my pix from 6.3.6: http://www.graphicmuscle.com/index.cfm?go2=contests_competitor&CompetitorID=10965

http://www.graphicmuscle.com/index.cfm?go2=comparisons&ContestYearID=685&DivisionName=Women

i'm happy w/how i did but to be honest i'm now in that post-comp depression, my eating disorder is kicking my ass right now ... i am still making progress overall in that area, and i'm confident by the next time i compete i'll be much better, but right now, reflecting on everything, feeling the emotions, this whole experience is like going through a type of trauma. it's life-changing and great and terrible. i have other things too causing me major stress which adds to it. but i know it'll get better. there were so many obstacles to overcome for that first show, hell--even the weather that day-the temp was 104 degrees in pasadena!--anyway, i'll keep going forward.
Dallas (trapqueen)

DAYUMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!! You look HAWTTTTTTTT!!!!!!




Sorry to hear about the emotional rollercoaster, I hope things start leveling out for you.
 
WOW!! :google: Great pics!! You look awesome!! Congrats!!

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