I know what your saying bro. For me it was hurting my back and taking to many painkillers, which caused me to lose everything. Then my brother got wounded in Iraq, and going to Walter Reed for several months and seeing what those guys are going through, I mean i saw guys with just one limb left who were giving it all they had. I said to myself its time to quit being a punk and be the man that you know god created you to be, which is a succesfull one. I believe he wants us all to think that way. Buts its our choice. Think of the good pride you will have when things start going right again and you realize you kept hittin it through it all, youll feel unstoppable.