JKurz's Log "Mirrors are all hidden"!

[silver_shadow]

how are you going to bounce back with good natty test production by doing a cycle and "good" pct?

again ^^^

 

[anotherbutters]

JK, you actually HAVE our support right now. Every last one of us wants what's best for you. We ALL want you to get over this, train well and pack on some lean mass. That's why we're all saying the same thing. We're not saying it for the fun of it. We really think that gear is a bad choice right now.

IIRC, you already have the gear, so the temptation must be in your face every day. If so, one option is to destroy it.

 

[JKurz1]

No offense, but do you have any idea how much you sound like an addict over the past few pages? Your thought process here isn’t healthy, JK. Reading the last few pages as a casual observer, it’s actually kind of scary. Substitute “meth” or “coke” for any gear-related comments and re-read the past few pages.

no problem....but, Ijust wont eat as much...thats all there is to it....its a proven fact that those with low test levelsand those who consume mass quantities of food (4,000 per say) gain bf qucker and easier than those with even normal ranges and esp. those on gear.....its a fact....so, I'll lower my cals, eat 5 or so avg meals and stay where I am...I;l contunue to postm but Im sure there will be minimal weight gain, I am content....I just also know itll help with my overall motivatio esteem, fatigue factor...etc.

Meal #2
1015
1 cup oats
1 scoop casein
6 egg whites
1/2 cup skim
green tea

 

[JKurz1]

http://www.ironmanmagazine.com/archive/index7-detailarch.php?pid=74

 

[anotherbutters]

Don't go crazy with the cals then. Eat enough to keep the scale moving up, but not too quickly.

 

[sublime35]

Dude go to the doctor and get blood work done and find out for sure and get to a good Endocrinologist and let them decide what to do. Tell them everything involving your situation and they can make a better decision than you will. Trying to justify doing it, because you "feel" or "think" your test levels are low, is just plain stupid.

 

[cmdubs]

why not at least attempt to bulk naturally first?? the worst that can happen is you gain a little fat right? so what?? you already know how to lose it. you really need to get over this mental block man. you're just going to continue running in circles. please listen to these guys. a test cycle IS NOT the answer.

 

[Protobuilder]

I just also know itll help with my overall motivatio esteem, fatigue factor...etc

Yess, "just one small hit" and all your problems will vanish, and you swear you won't do it again, it'll just be a one-time deal, no biggie, it'll really make you feel great . . .

. . .

Pure addiction monologue bro.

 

[JKurz1]

okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 

[anotherbutters]

My training schedule will look like this...

all bodyparts will be 4 exercises, 3 sets each, not including warmups and cooldowns - his theory is 10 is good 12 is better, 8 is good 10 is better, then 6 is good, 8 is better

Sunday and Wendnesday will be 30 mins cardio only and abs.

Monday

am bis and 20 minutes incline walk - just to sweat a little and get the metab. cranking, abs

PM chest 45 minutes intense

TUES - AM - TRIS, PM BACK

WED OFF

THURS - CARDIO AM, DELTS - PM

FRI - HAMS/CALVES/FOR - AM PM QUADS

SAT BIG 5 MOVEMENTS

Tris and back today, right?