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[JKurz1]

why???? I am going to do a solid pct......I will hopefully recover, and I will be eating a ton...could be a long term fix.....esp. if I can gain 20-25lbs, keeping 15....then keep o my bulking diet and roll with the punches.....keep gaining and gaining and gaining as my test leevels will hopefully then be up to par.....

 

[silver_shadow]

why???? I am going to do a solid pct......I will hopefully recover, and I will be eating a ton...could be a long term fix.....esp. if I can gain 20-25lbs, keeping 15....then keep o my bulking diet and roll with the punches.....keep gaining and gaining and gaining as my test leevels will hopefully then be up to par.....

how are you going to bounce back with good natty test production by doing a cycle and "good" pct?

 

[The Shadow]

why???? I am going to do a solid pct......I will hopefully recover, and I will be eating a ton...could be a long term fix.....esp. if I can gain 20-25lbs, keeping 15....then keep o my bulking diet and roll with the punches.....keep gaining and gaining and gaining as my test leevels will hopefully then be up to par.....

you will not gain 25 pounds on a moderate test cycle.....you will most likely keep 8-10 lean pounds imo...basically the same amount as if you went on a PCT/TRIB/A-dex/fats/clomid cycle now.

 

[JKurz1]

and I know itll act as a crutch in your eyes....but itll really teach me to eat and rest and train hard.....knowing I dont wanna waste the gear...I promise to hit a hard pct in 3 months.....

you will not gain 25 pounds on a moderate test cycle.....you will most likely keep 8-10 lean pounds imo...basically the same amount as if you went on a PCT/TRIB/A-dex/fats/clomid cycle now.

 

[The Shadow]

knowing I dont wanna waste the gear...I promise to hit a hard pct in 3 months.....

Do what you want because Im about to move this thread to the gear board.

I have a lot of patience - but dude - enough is enough.

If you feel that a cycle will work for you - hit it.


In 8 weeks - you will bump this thread as you aill be in exactly the same situation.....this will be your logic:

Stage 1 - "I'm on a cycle - I will eat and train hard but recover."

Stage 2 - "I'm getting a little stronger and Im gaining mass(water).

Stage 3 - DENIAL PHASE - "I'm getting swole - I must be fully recovered so I can hit it harder with more volume/training days."

Stage 4 - "I have plateaued - I'm upping the dose."

Stage 5 - " I'm gaining again - Ive recovered - Im upping the dose"

Stage 6 - "I am flatlining again - I CANNOT come off NOW - I'll lose EVERYTHING I have gained."

Stage 7 - You will bump this post on EF - you have hit 800-1000mg per week and your test production resembles that of a prepubescent girl.



I have seen it time and time again in OCD people.

 

[anotherbutters]

Please don't move this to the gear board.

 

[JKurz1]

Yeah, dont move...I apologize...but Iwll promise that when I recover, to not use gear again....will that suffice..? I dont have the $$ either, so it's it.....shawdow? I am sorry to piss you off its just I respect you and your opion, tis why I want your support!

 

[mightyT44]

For one second, forget weight, food, training, etc. Besides the obvious physical possibilities; why the compulsion to use test? I wanna hear you out on this, just cos I'm wondering how deep the fixation goes.
ps: eat your meals!!

 

[blut wump]

Can you confrim your weight? Last I read, you were mid-to-high 160s.

JK, nobody here is going to consider you sane at taking a test cycle. As others have said, it's your body and you'll do with it as you will but jumping it onto a test cycle will disappoint almost everyone here.

Just to make another thing clear, you will also gain fat while taking your projected cycle. It will not give you the nutrient partitioning you seem to be anticipating.

 

[Protobuilder]

Iwll promise that when I recover, to not use gear again.

No offense, but do you have any idea how much you sound like an addict over the past few pages? Your thought process here isn’t healthy, JK. Reading the last few pages as a casual observer, it’s actually kind of scary. Substitute “meth” or “coke” for any gear-related comments and re-read the past few pages.