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Frackal
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What's left?
I suppose helping people eh?
Having trouble choosing a career.
Greatly Value my freetime and freedom.
Abhor the 9-5.
Passionate about changing things.
Believe internally that my impact could be minimal.
Like money somewhat but unwillng to slave for it.
Like women but have little hope in the aspiration of true love.
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I believe there are several reasons driving forces behind a male my age:
- Success, for the purpose of impressing peers. Let's face it, a good percentage of fancy stuff becomes alot less attractive if you're living on a desert island and no one is around to admire you for it.
- Marriage/Children, neither of which interest me.
- Women, who do interest me, but I have also realized the truth, and true irrelevancy of fighting and struggling for said woman, the rat race and phony actions. The underlying tension between the interactions of the two sexes stemming from the approval/non-approval game. My critical eye for physicality also greatly dampens the excitement inspired.
- Changing things/helping people, this interests me but I'm lackluster about it in a way too because I see it as being possibly very futile
- Survival, the primal reason of course, motivating but not inviting
Basically, the way I've developed in the last few years has eliminated many of the prime emotional driving forces that are common in most people. This is advantageous in some ways but is a sacrifice of both pain and pleasure.
Just some 3am introspection.
I suppose helping people eh?
Having trouble choosing a career.
Greatly Value my freetime and freedom.
Abhor the 9-5.
Passionate about changing things.
Believe internally that my impact could be minimal.
Like money somewhat but unwillng to slave for it.
Like women but have little hope in the aspiration of true love.
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I believe there are several reasons driving forces behind a male my age:
- Success, for the purpose of impressing peers. Let's face it, a good percentage of fancy stuff becomes alot less attractive if you're living on a desert island and no one is around to admire you for it.
- Marriage/Children, neither of which interest me.
- Women, who do interest me, but I have also realized the truth, and true irrelevancy of fighting and struggling for said woman, the rat race and phony actions. The underlying tension between the interactions of the two sexes stemming from the approval/non-approval game. My critical eye for physicality also greatly dampens the excitement inspired.
- Changing things/helping people, this interests me but I'm lackluster about it in a way too because I see it as being possibly very futile
- Survival, the primal reason of course, motivating but not inviting
Basically, the way I've developed in the last few years has eliminated many of the prime emotional driving forces that are common in most people. This is advantageous in some ways but is a sacrifice of both pain and pleasure.
Just some 3am introspection.