I realized this do to the fact that even my best friend of 12 years is someone I havn't seen in a year, nothing happened that was bad, just fell out of trust. But that made me realize how easy it is to lose friends and such, so why place all my faith in them. The only person I know I will need to trust is my future wife (whoever she may be) its just going to be hard to put my trust in her, Im not someone that will take a chance on trusting someone else