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madbomber31
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long story short... the girl and i moved in together and 3 weeks later she is done with me... i was not a good boyfriend the last 3 weeks and she says i used up all my chances prior to moving in... why move in with me? she thought maybe it would make things better.. instead of talking about all this it has blown up and she really is tired of talking about it and will not allow me to prove that i will do everything in my power to not hurt her again. so, if i can't PROVE it and she wont believe me about it.. i can do nothing. i am powerless.
we live together, till may... i love her and want her... she believes i will only hurt her again... i am hurt too and HATE this feeling. i have come to many conclusions lately, and the top one is i want her more than anything in the world, yes even more than an eagles superbowl win.
sorry to sound like a pussy and all but i have literally begged her for forgiveness... i am not a happy beggar. how can i come home every day and see her and not have it hurt more and more? how can i not be heart broken when she is in the room next to me but not willing to try things? 3 miserable weeks after moving together she gave up.. she says giving up is harder than trying because it forces you to accept things.. i say BULLSHIT and giving up is the easy way out... one more try is all i want... yes, i have had my chances but NOW i am actually willing to change.. i never change for anyone... i am willing to...
can someone come over and shoot me? i lost 40lbs over the ex in TN, if i lose 40 more i will be invisible!!!
we live together, till may... i love her and want her... she believes i will only hurt her again... i am hurt too and HATE this feeling. i have come to many conclusions lately, and the top one is i want her more than anything in the world, yes even more than an eagles superbowl win.
sorry to sound like a pussy and all but i have literally begged her for forgiveness... i am not a happy beggar. how can i come home every day and see her and not have it hurt more and more? how can i not be heart broken when she is in the room next to me but not willing to try things? 3 miserable weeks after moving together she gave up.. she says giving up is harder than trying because it forces you to accept things.. i say BULLSHIT and giving up is the easy way out... one more try is all i want... yes, i have had my chances but NOW i am actually willing to change.. i never change for anyone... i am willing to...
can someone come over and shoot me? i lost 40lbs over the ex in TN, if i lose 40 more i will be invisible!!!