MaGilicuti
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I know its christmas but I still feel the same. I'm actually scared to go to church because I'm scared to be disappointed.
Not disappointed that there is no god but to put full faith and what not into god and to be "let down." I can't describe what I mean by let down but those are the only words I can use to describe it. Like how when everything has gone wrong you turn to god for help and wish someone or anyone would just please help you and nothing. You can't help but blame god there. you wonder if I didn't go to church or didn't believe, would I still be depressed and alone? Is it worth it?
Merry Christmas
Not disappointed that there is no god but to put full faith and what not into god and to be "let down." I can't describe what I mean by let down but those are the only words I can use to describe it. Like how when everything has gone wrong you turn to god for help and wish someone or anyone would just please help you and nothing. You can't help but blame god there. you wonder if I didn't go to church or didn't believe, would I still be depressed and alone? Is it worth it?
Merry Christmas