For the past month Ive been going out to the bars three days a week(Thru-Sat.). I noticed I keep getting drunker and drunker the more I go out. I rarely ever drank before because of lifting but Im going through a pretty depressing time in my life right now(breakup) so Ive started to drink my problems away. Whenever Im drunk I feel care free and actually happy. Though I cant just drink moderately, I have to get plowed in order to have fun. Ive noticed that my lifting is suffering, my diet goes to shit on those days and I feel terrible the days after. Its even getting to the point where I dont remember parts of the night im so drunk, and that has NEVER happend to me before. I even skip workouts and class sometimes cause I feel so shitty from the night before. I really want to stop drinking but its my only escape from reality so to speak and I need that. Plus im from WI, so everybody drinks here to have a good time, and theres not much else to do. Im just wondering if there's anyone else that has this problem and how did you deal with it. Any help from you bro's will be greatly appreciated!