Im planning to do a first cycle, i have done alot of research the last 3 months, but not every one have the same opinion, so i would like some help to my first cycle..

Im 20 years old, trained about 3 years, 140 pounds and 1.80 m.
im ripped, so i would like some mass, but only qualit. mass, which will not apear,when off..
It should also be a mild cycle, as i should be my first...
I can get some deca, winstrol depot, and maybe some test and primo...
I can also get anapolon 50..
Im not sure that i can get some clomid, so can i do any cycle vithout this??
Whatabout deca dick, in small doses of deca??
What about gyno??