First of all, I am very sorry to hear about your situation (I don't know if you think I'm being presumptuous, but I'm not. I care about my fellow human being). As far as which steroids you can easily get from a doc for your condition, you're looking at testosterone, oxadralone (anavar), and maybe deca. All of those together would be nice, but oxandralone and test are the most often used in medical practice. The testosterone will increase your sex drive, and the oxandralone dose you'd be prescribed by a doctor would me more so that you dont lose muscle. You'd have to stockpile it for a while to create a decently dosed anabolic cycle. If you're secerely anemic, I'd look into oxymetholone (anadrol). You'd have to go outside of the doc's office for that. It's also extremely liver toxic, so you may want to re-consider now that I think about it..