I am 25 years old and I just starting taking sustenon 250 just one week ago and i feel great! I was suffering with depression and I had gotten a bit fat. My doctor gave me the anti-depressant zoloft, but i am not going to take it. My question is this: Could it be possible that at 25 years old my test levels are so low that it caused me to be depressed. I could never gain an once of muscle even though i worked out 5 times a week? Please help me out. What should I do post cycle about my test levels? I will be using clomid and clenbuterol, but should I go to the doc a few months after and have my test levels checked? Also I have done 4 light cycles in the past, I mean like 1-2 bottles of test each time. My friend told me that once you juice in life you will always have lower testosterone levels for the rest of your life. Is this true? Also will you get liver damage or cancer at 500mg/ week for 10 weeks. How dangerous can this be if done once per year? I haven't felt this good in years! Jay PS if anyone can recommend a good book about juice would you please let me know. I don't want a book that is one- sided about AS.