Bro, just try to relax. I know how you feel about being overwelmed with everything. If you need to take a day off here and there, then do so. Just think that you are on gear and getting good results. You are getting compliments which should help your self esteem. If you were not getting compliments when on a cycle I could see you not being movitated, but that is not the case. Just think how bad you really want it. If you really want it that bad? Maybe you do not want it that bad. When I have a lazy day, I look in the mirror and see that I have tons of improving to do, and I have to continue to eat, sleep, and train properly. It is worth it to me. I work and in my senior year of college. Sometimes I am at school all day, then work, and then hit the gym at 12 at night, and then have to wake up at 6 am for school. It is worth it to me to do it all. You are on gear, do everything possible to get the best results. Just really think to yourself, is having this busy schedule worth it? If I cut out training, I would have more time, but would it be worth it. If you have a training partner, have him motivate you. Set goals for yourself. You just have to think positive and keep going. Best of luck buddy.