nissan-man
New member
Hey guys,
well where to start...
I am at work right now, working weekend, and I was googling around my frustration.
Since I got married and started working, I got out of damn shape... its kinda depressing + pisses me off... okay I let that out..
I am 6'2 and 23. Yeah 23 and I'm married + working at a descent job...
I was 180lbs only muscle... endurance trained... 190lbs was fat for me... and I could feel those 10lbs holding me back... I did lots of martial arts, some light-midweight weights for endurance strength, speed in mind... and again lots of crazy cardio.
Turn the clock to me getting injured, me getting married, me travelling and just eating restaurents every day, me starting to work full time at an office job... I am 265lbs now WTF
It's depressing man... I mean, I started working out a few months ago again and I went down frmo 260lbs (at the time) to 245lbs, and was able to curl 40-50lbs again... do tons of pushups... somewhat some cardio although id still get tired.. but i was able to sorta fight again... then for 3 months on the job i got nightshift, i got very lazy and this was it.. now im 265lbs... very little muscle mass.. tons of fat that i never had in my life...
I can't stand it... I never used anabolic streoids, or anything like that, at one point in time i used hydroxycut but that was imho just an overdose of caffeine, chinese tea, lexative and some other nonsense to make u wired/hyper... but thats about it. I ended up stopping that crap and just working out on my own with more or less same results.. I've used protein supplments when i used to do weight lifting that worked...
Now I am back to zero and below zero.. at 265lbs.. i wana gain back my muscles and lose the damn fat fast...
This is it for the first time i am breaking down to wanting to use anabolic steroids and not workout for ages as i used to before each time i got out of shape.. my current state to me is just too much...
I have a small belly which hangs which i never had in my life... help...
I don't know ANYTHING about steroids.. i heard of anwar or something... i dont know how to inject needles... i know one old school friend who could hook me up possibly with steroids if i asked him what i want... but thats about it...
Sorry for the long rant
I want to basically start using something and start working out again at a continous pace and see very fast results asap....
People don't see by my looks that i am this much weight or fat or my muscles decreased, because im tall... i am just like that... but ()@#()#@... i know the real story...
well where to start...
I am at work right now, working weekend, and I was googling around my frustration.
Since I got married and started working, I got out of damn shape... its kinda depressing + pisses me off... okay I let that out..
I am 6'2 and 23. Yeah 23 and I'm married + working at a descent job...
I was 180lbs only muscle... endurance trained... 190lbs was fat for me... and I could feel those 10lbs holding me back... I did lots of martial arts, some light-midweight weights for endurance strength, speed in mind... and again lots of crazy cardio.
Turn the clock to me getting injured, me getting married, me travelling and just eating restaurents every day, me starting to work full time at an office job... I am 265lbs now WTF
It's depressing man... I mean, I started working out a few months ago again and I went down frmo 260lbs (at the time) to 245lbs, and was able to curl 40-50lbs again... do tons of pushups... somewhat some cardio although id still get tired.. but i was able to sorta fight again... then for 3 months on the job i got nightshift, i got very lazy and this was it.. now im 265lbs... very little muscle mass.. tons of fat that i never had in my life...
I can't stand it... I never used anabolic streoids, or anything like that, at one point in time i used hydroxycut but that was imho just an overdose of caffeine, chinese tea, lexative and some other nonsense to make u wired/hyper... but thats about it. I ended up stopping that crap and just working out on my own with more or less same results.. I've used protein supplments when i used to do weight lifting that worked...
Now I am back to zero and below zero.. at 265lbs.. i wana gain back my muscles and lose the damn fat fast...
This is it for the first time i am breaking down to wanting to use anabolic steroids and not workout for ages as i used to before each time i got out of shape.. my current state to me is just too much...
I have a small belly which hangs which i never had in my life... help...
I don't know ANYTHING about steroids.. i heard of anwar or something... i dont know how to inject needles... i know one old school friend who could hook me up possibly with steroids if i asked him what i want... but thats about it...
Sorry for the long rant
I want to basically start using something and start working out again at a continous pace and see very fast results asap....
People don't see by my looks that i am this much weight or fat or my muscles decreased, because im tall... i am just like that... but ()@#()#@... i know the real story...