I just wanted to run an update on my progress.
Thanks for all responses and support/lack of. It helps put things into perspective. Since I am inherently young and stupid I have decided to run a 500mg a week Test Cyp only cycle for a period of 12 weeks.
First week of my cycle I bumped up my calories by 300. I'm currently in week 2 and have bumped it up another 300 calories. At the moment I'm eating a clean 2600 calories a day. My appetites increased making it more easier to eat more. Ideally next week I will bump it up another 300 calories and try to assess to the best of my ability if I'm putting on excess fat or not.
I'm pinning twice a week, (hopes of maintaining a more stable blood level), Wednesday and Saturday. So far I have been doing my glutes, aspirating, everything has gone smoothly.
However, yesterday I decided to do my thighs so I have more spots to rotate injecting. As I insert the needle through my skin and push it further In I felt it pierce a second layer inside my leg. I have never felt this before when injecting glutes. I pull back to aspirate everything looks like its good to go. Just to play safe I only inject a small amount of gear. Suddenly I felt a cold sensation in my leg, I started feeling light headed and then sweat started profusely accumulating all over my face. Thought of death occurred to me at-least once. I pulled the needle and started to control my breathing hoping the situation wouldn't take a turn for the worst. 20-30 minutes later the feeling subsided. I was very close to calling an ambulance during this ordeal. A few hours later after I had composed myself I changed the needle of the syringe and injected into my glutes, everything went fine.
Now its more than likely I had injected into a vein despite having aspirated and drawing no blood. Could a 1 inch needle be too long for 'ME' to be injecting into my glutes? Currently I've decided to just stick to my glutes. Also I'm using a 1inch needle for glutes and so far no issues but is it long enough to actually be an intramuscular injection?
Training wise I've experienced gains on my lifts after the first week! I've been able to stack on more weights especially on my compound lifts. My bench was already up 10kg after the first week. I feel alot more stamina to do an extra set or more reps. When I train abs I'm able to easily do more reps per set. I can only anticipate for greater things to come.
So far the only side effect that I have noticed is more oily skin especially around my faces t-zone. I've always sufferred from mild acne on my chest and back before this cycle and have noticed a small breakout on my shoulder region. I've so far been able to control this by showering twice a day and applying Epiduo (contains benzoyl peroxide and adalpalene) twice to my face, back, and chest twice a day. It's really helped to keep my acne in control, my backs actually looking better than before cycling and not applying epiduo!
Unfortunately I do not have any access to HCG. At this point in time I've decided to forgo running an A.I.. The only concern I have is gyno worsening so far no symptoms but I have Nolvadex on hand to use on cycle.
Now for my PCT, I'm thinking of taking Nolva and Clomid and just supplementing with per-workout stimulant such as 1m.r.. I would appreciate dosage suggestions for both and any other supplement that could help during PCT.