its been that way from the get go.

oh wow, well I hope you come out of this completely healthy and well. Did you reach a point where eating was more of a job that a pleasure?

my heart was inlarged and showing other signs of stress. this could kill in a variety of ways. the reasons are the entire extremely unhealthy lifestyle. obvously the extra 100lbs of bw my organs wherent built to suit and the constant hardship on my body with all the training and eating are the main contributors. my heart is still shrinking back toward normal which is a verry good sign for full recovery.

loosing mass?! get some pics at your biggest! Your health was at risk from just the juice? or the juice and the fact you were carrying so much weight around 24/7 ?

nope. just messing with you. i am done competetive bb'ing. im not really cutting. i am purposely losing mass and dropping the gear perma. im trying to regain my health which has gone into serous risk.

oh good, thought you were anno bro

and i meant to say, do a before and after of your cutting!

i know. you will never offend me.

oh lol, sorry if you thought I was being rude I was just joking around

pedofile alert lol

why what did I say? I dont remember...