this might help you, it helps me and i keep a copy next to me all the time.. The Secret..... or go to
www.thesecret.com
its powerful and will help guide you, i promise!!! tomorrow is me and my twins birthday, and i am completely exhausted with missing her. our birthday and her death day really take alot out of me. keep me in your thoughts and i will keep you in mine. peace to you honey.