I'm sorry if this is the wrong sub forum. I searched for many similar threads but I could not find what I was looking for so I made my own.
I am almost 18 years old and I have low testosterone. My life is shit because it, my life is pretty good actually but I always feel like shit because of my fucked up hormones. I am not interested in EVER having children so even if it fucks my shit even more It won't matter to me. Am I too young to do this? It feels so bad seeing people blessed with good hormones and me living like this. I want to die rather than continue to live like this. Even for a week I want to experience what it is to have good hormones, specially test. What would your recommend for me to do? My doc said the test is in the 'NORMAL(aka don't feel bad you genetic failiure of a faggot) range', on the really low side of the so called 'normal range'. My gains are shit, barely any hear, voice not deep at all, I'm 5'8 1/2 height and 140 lbs. The only thing I got going on for myself is strength. Bodyfat is around 16 or 17. I do not have gyno, or ever have. I have always been 'beta' and never took action for anything.
I am almost 18 years old and I have low testosterone. My life is shit because it, my life is pretty good actually but I always feel like shit because of my fucked up hormones. I am not interested in EVER having children so even if it fucks my shit even more It won't matter to me. Am I too young to do this? It feels so bad seeing people blessed with good hormones and me living like this. I want to die rather than continue to live like this. Even for a week I want to experience what it is to have good hormones, specially test. What would your recommend for me to do? My doc said the test is in the 'NORMAL(aka don't feel bad you genetic failiure of a faggot) range', on the really low side of the so called 'normal range'. My gains are shit, barely any hear, voice not deep at all, I'm 5'8 1/2 height and 140 lbs. The only thing I got going on for myself is strength. Bodyfat is around 16 or 17. I do not have gyno, or ever have. I have always been 'beta' and never took action for anything.