A few years ago, this guy I slept with failed to mention his staus and passed on his virus to me. Anway, then I was 27, now Im 30. I feel okay, Im not sick or anything like that, but I do notice a differnt in my energy level mainly and my muscle mass is not nearly as good. I am asymptomatic, meaning I do not have AIDS and hope I never do. HIV has a way of robbing you of energy, blood cells and muscle mass. They say that HIV hates muscle mass and cannot hardly live in its presence. It was not until last night that I got this wild hair to try roids out. I have had NO eneregy and do not work out, nor have I since all this happened. It was too depressing. I did drink a lot after I found out, which now I have stopped totally. I want to preserve my health, I want my energy and mucsle mass back. II am no where near where I could be, and I know in no time at all I would build up in a few weeks of using roids, but I dont know the first thing about them! I hate needles, but could manage if it were absolutley necessary. Which brands are good orally? How many weeks do you have to take them. I am 5`2``, weigh 120, so I do need to lose some fat, not too much, but some. I can get by with some on me because Im very busty for my height 38 DDD. I just want some help and some insight, on where to shop and how to get this ball moving. I want to do something quick. Im in the Houston area. I dont know if there are any good doctors in my area, or if you have to use other means. It seems to be the case. I just want to feel good, and look good. I have to fight this thing(HIV). I was also wondering about cycles, weeks of usage, and how much of what(?) brand to take? Deca is what one guy told me to take. I have been going to a site also called SORRY CAN'Y PUT THAT NAME UP HERE Board. They have been somewhat helpful, and that is how I came across to this site. Look , Im not looking to compete in body building, I do want to lose this fat and maybe rip up my stomac and buiold my legs up somewhat. HELP!
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Millgirl
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[This message has been edited by E2 (edited April 27, 2000).]
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Millgirl
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[This message has been edited by E2 (edited April 27, 2000).]