I feel your pain brothers.. I suffer with acne since kid, always on my face.. O had cists the size of my fingers at some point and now lots of old deep scars. for me what worked was accutane for 12months. I started a cycle with anavar a few years ago, and within 2 weeks I had cists on my neck just below the jaw had to stop it before I did more damage. Sad I will never be able to do a proper steroid cycles bacause of this! Sarms have been good to me thought but that only made want it more... lol