exactly and pics won't tell us anything because the guy coming off is gonna have 0 LH and probably a 25 total T level.. his gains will vanish 100X faster than he put them on.. his strength will collapse literally overnight
Maybe not pics coming off but to see how far he got. I remember a post quite a while ago of someone talking about a friend. The friend was on since like 17 or 18 and had been on for like 4 years straight. But he was dedicated and the kid was a total fucking monster. Usually that doesnt happen. Either way that kid AND the OP are 99.9% fucked. TRT for life most likely.
To be honest I had a hookup at age 18. I had pretty much no base. (also before internet) My plan was to go on and stay on and never come off and be 6'0" 275 7%bf. lolololol. I would have fucking killed myself. Fortunatley things didnt work out for me getting hooked up at 18.
If you were a football player (with actual potential) using AAS at 17 to get just a touch more edge to get into a huge D1 school instead of maybe a D2 school then I could understand. Hell I wouldnt even criticize you. Much to the dismay of my peers im sure.
But obviously this was just a poor choice. You went on and stayed on while your endocrine system wasnt done finalizing itself ect....
Even if you had cycled off and recovered it would have been better. Still not good but better.